Yusuf Islam Relates the
Story of His Success
as a Pop Star, of His
Illness, and of His Perplexing
Questions, Ending it with
His Conversion to Islam
We conclude
our talk about the faith journey which led Cat Stevens
to converting to Islam, to changing his name to Yusuf
Islam, to giving up music and singing immediately and to
devoting his life to Da`wa. Yusuf Islam described his
conversion to Islam as a victory from Allah and guidance
from the Most Gracious and Most Merciful. He went on to
say : “When Allah wants to guide His servant to the
light of faith, He makes things easy for him and offers
him the means. Allah has granted the human being a mind
so as to show him the right path in this life. Allah
created Man and made him His Vicegerent on Earth, which
is to be inherited by His devout servants. This is why
it is important that the human being understands his
obligation toward himself, to save it from illusions and
to prepare for the Hereafter with good deeds. Anyone who
loses this opportunity -that of preparing for the
Hereafter- will never get such an opportunity again. For
it is not reasonable that Allah brings him back and back
to life to prepare for his Afterlife.”
Yusuf Islam
also said : “I grew up in the luxurious life of the
modern world. Moreover, I led the comfortable life of
famous pop stars. I was born within a Christian family,
but we know that each child is born innocent and pure.
It is his parents who turn him into a Jew or into a
Christian. My father gave me Christianity. This is what
I thought. I learnt, since childhood, that God exists,
but there was no direct communicating with Him, but only
through Jesus Christ (PBUH), who was for us the gate to
God. This is what we learnt in our childhood. I accepted
some of this to a certain extent, but I could not
swallow it all.”
My talks
with Yusuf Islam took place at different periods ; I
carried them out whenever we met in Islamic meetings,
conferences and seminars inside and outside Britain. He
used to ask me to follow some important aspects of his
faith journey in some references including books, the
British press, and finally video and audio tapes which
contain some aspects of his biography and the story of
his conversion to Islam.
I may
mention in this respect that in the exhibition of the
Islamic Union of North America which was organized on
the occasion of the annual conference of the Union in
Chicago, a section was devoted to Yusuf Islam’s books
and records which were well received by the public.
There were long queues of admirers who wanted to get an
autographed copy of his new book which was sold out on
the first day.
Yusuf Islam
said that, before he converted to Islam, he used to look
at Jesus Christ’s statues and found that they were no
more than stone without life. When Christians said that
God is three (the Trinity) he got more perplexed, but
was unable to discuss or debate this issue. He added :
“I used to believe that this was true to a certain
extent, because I learnt from childhood that I have to
respect the religion of my father.”
He went on
to say : “I started to gradually get away from this
religious education and turn toward singing and music. I
desired to become a pop star; thus, I started to get
influenced by all the things I saw in films and in the
media. Perhaps, I thought that this was the god that
would help me fulfil my objective in amassing wealth. I
had an uncle who possessed a beautiful car, so I started
telling myself that he had a lot of money which allowed
him to achieve what he desired, and that people who were
around him then influenced him and made him think that
money was the god in this world. And this world of his
uncle is their god.
At that
time, I decided that this was my life and to amass
wealth so as to have a great life. I made pop stars my
ideal models. I started to release songs, but deep in me
there was a feeling of humanity, namely that when I
became a rich person I would help the poor.
What
happened was that I became very famous while I was still
an adolescent. My name and pictures filled British
newspapers and magazines. The media made of me a great
man, bigger than life itself. This is why I wanted to
live longer than life, i.e. to live life in its length
and width, so to speak. The only way to achieve that was
to get intoxicated with alcohol and drugs.
After one
year of achieving material success and leading a
luxurious life, I was diagnosed with tuberculosis and
entered hospital. At that time I started to think about
what would happen to me, and started wondering : “What
will happen to me ? Am I just a body ? Is my goal in
life only to satisfy this body ?” I realized that this
disaster was a blessing from God and an opportunity to
open my eye and question myself about the reason why I
was there and why I was lying in bed. I started to
search for some answers to these questions. At that time
there was some interest in Eastern mysticism ; I started
to read, and the first thing I understood was about
death and the moving of the spirit from one body to
another. I started to cure myself and became vegetarian.
Then I was convinced of peace and the force of flowers.
This became a general tendency, not only for me but also
for a lot of people. Yet, I believed then that I
consisted only of a body. This was what I realised in
hospital.
I realised
that I had a will which was a gift from God. It is
necessary to yield to God’s Will. I started studying
Eastern religions. After that, I was dissatisfied with
Christianity so I returned to the music world and
started to write songs once again. This time I made my
songs reflect my private ideas. I became more famous in
the music world. I faced very difficult times because I
became rich and famous at the same time. I started to
sincerely search for the truth.
I reached a
stage when I was convinced that Buddhism was good and
noble, but I was not prepared to give up my life style,
for I was living life with its clamour and did not want
to be a Buddhist priest and seclude myself from society.
I tried to
reconsider the Bible but did not find anything. At this
time I did not know anything about Islam. Then,
something which I consider a miracle happened, namely
that my brother visited the Al-Aqsa Mosque in Jerusalem
and was very impressed by this visit, for when he saw
the Mosque full of life while churches and temples were
empty, he felt that an atmosphere of peace and
tranquillity prevailed in the Mosque.
When he
returned to London, he brought me a copy of the
translation of the meanings of the Holy Qur’an, which he
gave me as a present. At the time he had not become
Muslim, but he felt that there was something in this
religion and thought that I would perhaps find something
in it, too.
When I
received the book as a guide which clarified everything
for me: Who I am ? What is the purpose of life ? What is
reality ? Where did I come from ? Then I realized that
this was the true Religion. In the West, anyone who
wants to embrace a religion and consider it as his only
way in life is described as an extremist, and I am not
an extremist. In the beginning, I was unable to choose
between body and soul; then, I realized that body and
soul are not separate and that it is not necessary for
you to go to the top of the mountain in order to become
a devout person. Therefore, we should follow Allah’s
Will ; we would thus become superior to angels. The
first thing I wanted to do then was to become Muslim. I
realized that Allah owns everything, created everything
and is capable of everything. At this point I started to
lose my self-delusion, for I was thinking that the
reason for my existence lied in my augustness. Yet, I
realised that I did not create myself and that the goal
of my existence in this life is to obey Allah’s
commandments and worship the Cherisher and Sustainer of
the Worlds; and this is crystal clear in the Islamic
religion. At this point I started to discover my faith
and to feel that I had become a Muslim by reading the
Holy Qur’an. Now I realized that all the prophets had
been sent by Allah to carry one Message ; therefore, why
have Jews and Christians disagreed ? I knew now why the
Jews reject Christ as a Messenger from God, hence their
distortion of the Word to the extent that Christians
misunderstood God’s Word and claimed that Jesus was the
son of God. Everything became meaningful, and this is
the beauty of the Holy Qur’an, it addresses your mind
and gives you the causes as well as it makes you avoid
worshipping the Sun or the Moon, and worship the One Who
created everything instead.
Whenever I
read the Holy Qur’an, I find that it talks about prayer
(Salat), kindness, mercy and generosity. This happened
before I became Muslim. After this I felt that the only
answer to my confusion lied in the Holy Qur’an and in
the fact that Allah sent His Book to me as a cause for
my guidance so I kept it secretly. I started to
understand its meanings at another level. Next, I
decided to travel to Jerusalem as my brother had done.
In Jerusalem, I went to the Al-Aqsa Mosque and sat there.
When someone questioned me about what I wanted, I
informed him that I was a Muslim. He asked about my name.
I answered, ‘Stevens’, he seemed perplexed. When prayer
was at hand, I joined the ranks of the praying
worshippers.”
Yusuf Islam
continued relating the story of his conversion, stating
: “In London, I met a Muslim woman by the name of
Nafissa, I informed her about my wish to publicly
announce my embracing Islam, so she showed me the way to
the Islamic Centre Mosque in London in Regent Park in
1977, one year and a half after receiving a copy of the
Holy Qur’an. After the Friday Prayer, I went to the Imam
to announce my conversion to Islam by saying the “Shahadatain”.
I felt now that I would be in direct contact with Allah,
unlike in Christianity or in any other religion. For the
relationship between the servant and his God is direct
in Islam.”
Islam
concluded his talk as follows : “I want to say that I
implore Allah to accept fully and well everything I do,
as well as to make these experiences of mine an
inspiration to other persons. Moreover, I would like to
stress that I did not have contact with a Muslim person
before my embracing Islam. I read the Holy Qur’an and
realized there is no perfect person. Islam is the
perfect religion. Had we followed the Sunnah of the
Messenger of Allah (PBUH) and made Him our model we
would have achieve great success in both worlds (life
and Afterlife)”.